my parents keep telling me that she's manipulating me... and i don't know how.
oh my god. it was the WORST movie I have ever seen.
WASTE OF MY LIFE.
"we're young and in love"
and we're always scared for the future.
I'm kinda mad.
Mickey calls, and we start talking and I mention that I want to hang out with Jen tomorrow. She said that she thought that WE were hanging out. She sounded kinda mad. I don't like how she assumed that we were hanging out. I mean, there's nothing really wrong with it. I just really want to hang out with my best friend because we haven't had time together in forever. I really want to volunteer with her because that's what we've been planning to do since the end of school.
I got all mad at her and didn't talk to her. I asked if should go, and she started to talk about nothing before saying that i was quiet again. Well, yeah. She thought I wanted to go to bed, so she let me. I didn't want to lie to her (Even though I did) but I didn't feel like talking either.
I was trying to get some creative energy going when she made me angry.
She kept going "are you okay?" "are you down?" "is there something i did?" "are you mad at something?"
Do you know what I find undenyably sexy in a woman?
The ability to be mean, scornful, stern, and even bitchy.
There's just something so sexy in a scary woman.
Damn, I sneezed funny and now I have a headache.
I keep thinkin' about that girl from TCM. She' s cute and we're alike. She's 22. I think I'm just mostly excited that I can make friends.
I was so bored earlier. WoW pissed me off so I got onto myspace. I sent a bunch of ppl random pictures from the search of their name in photobucket. It got people talking to me and made me feel better. Called Mickey at 1.30 after she texted me, saying that she is just getting off of work.
I'm not tired. I kinda want to go to bed because my face hurts from smiling and looking at the screen for hours. but I don't want to sleep. I won't be able to.
Sorta had a good day.
I had one meal, and it was CiCi's.
I just got back from volunteering at the Texoma Children's Museum. :) I painted with this really nice college girl. Jacie I think. She goes to Austin College. She's very sweet. We went to the pet store on Armstrong. She's from Houston.